You
are
flawless.
I want to capture your smile.
Take it.
Develop it.
and watch it darken for a while..
until it is crisp as a new spring dawn,
biting like some faerie faun,
youthful and mischievous
as the winter wind
on my windowpanes.
You clutter and rattle
like ice, in vodka,
in a plastic cup.
No glass to tinkle gracefully against;
you are without decorum
but joyous in your inelegance
I want to drink up all the liquid around you
and suck on you
until you melt.
I love the way the world is hyper-real when you're drunk.
Beads glisten
as if water coated,
ears ring
as if silence is too much,
the wrinkles on my skin
are countless, and shiny...
and my love for you
is endless,
and all the more blinding.
Across the Lecture Theater by echoisms, literature
Literature
Across the Lecture Theater
I saw her face light up like a lampshade,
red lava globules rising to float like apples in her cheeks,
glowing
as though a globe were behind the skin.
Her pale eyes in a pale face
shone,
fringed by sooty, crumbling lashes.
She didn't look at you;
the beam between your body and her eyes
was a tightrope,
over which her soul clambered,
desperately clutching at the thread hanging from your sleeve -
one fiber short of reaching you.
Look around you.
Run your eyes over the dark river, deep in its canal. The swathes of light shine on it.
Look at the city towers, framing a dome which is your night-time vision. See the stadium, a showy network of ever-changing, colored lights. Observe that, and think, as you always have, how it's hulking form looks like a pin-cushion nestled into the foot of the soaring skyscrapers.
Now walk. Pass bicycle racks, neon signs in your periphery as you pace your city's streets. Take a right-angled turn at every intersection you meet. Left, right. Ascend the incline on Lonsdale, descend the decline on Exhibition. This city is big enough to los
You're thin, warm, lightweight.
Pallid features, eyes of blue agate.
When in that thinness,
clutching at my hand,
I heard a small voice
I could barely understand -
you said "I love you"
like clear, warm day.
But my throat caught,
something got
VERY in the way.
Because I cannot feel, I cannot see,
when she trusts in you, and she trusts in me
and everything is just
so very contradictory.
You are the very only soul that I cannot love for free,
because you are the very only soul
who cannot, but does, love me.
She always had a different sense of things
Ready to change, ready to move
A tensile sort of vacancy in the way she
Sat, and stared
Forever receiving life in a way
Quite different to your own
She was never afraid
Of the search
The flight, or the fall
But she never found her home
Iridescence
Captured, false-hope-givingly
In your eyes
And I believe now
I believe now, in your lies
Osmer-essence
Fluid flow through gated pupil
Fans re-ascending, blending
Like sunbeams into skies
And then the lashes hem descending
Black and oiled and upward bending
To say this was a shut, a closure
Would be wrong
That gold-dust lid instills a thrill in me
Some sort of song
I don't know what you're saying
But your mesmer-eyes
Have got me swaying
And I don't know who I am anymore.
So tell me where do I find you?
At the corner where you threw your past behind you?
Out on the banks of the trickling brook,
where the elm-leaves brandished their twigs as they shook,
and you read aloud
with a voice so clear,
nothing ever seemed to be so near,
from a battered and worn, tarnished and shorn,
broken and tattered book.
You said it held the meaning of life in its pages.
Every worthwhile story from all of the ages.
So I listened to you
as you brushed back my hair
and read with that voice that stood still in the air,
watching faded memories
ebb and recede
into caverns at the back of my mind, not to heed
the c
I lick my wrist.
The sweet taste there is you.
You've left chocolate crumbs all over me;
tiny patches of brown glue.
How it sticks -
to understand, I could not begin.
If it melts in the warming sunlight,
why does it not melt on my skin?
I think it must be that:
I'm cold.
I have a blister on my thumb.
In a sense,
my reign of love
was over before begun.
So.
I sit,
kiss the brunette marks away,
muse how you leave your presence on me -
and think 'this is enough for today.'
You
are
flawless.
I want to capture your smile.
Take it.
Develop it.
and watch it darken for a while..
until it is crisp as a new spring dawn,
biting like some faerie faun,
youthful and mischievous
as the winter wind
on my windowpanes.
You clutter and rattle
like ice, in vodka,
in a plastic cup.
No glass to tinkle gracefully against;
you are without decorum
but joyous in your inelegance
I want to drink up all the liquid around you
and suck on you
until you melt.
The Banalities of Describing A Sunset by Schofield-Alan, literature
Literature
The Banalities of Describing A Sunset
100 little, orange orgasms...
or 1,000 red medium-sized sneezes?
O' the banalities of describing a sunset!
I'm sitting on my roof watching it.
Watching hell deflate in a busty, dark-indigo hug.
But I scratch that out because that's not quite right.
That orgasm/sneeze line needs to go too.
The angels burning the gardens of heaven applaud.
Or are they pouring orange soda on a defibrillator,
Frying the floating swarms of chartreuse Martian eyes,
Ashen lashes skittering onto the ghost
chewing the slow, slow grenade.
I'm thankful for words like "indescribable"
that make poetry easy.
It's not my lack of vocabulary or creativity.
For the Ones Left Behind by QuiEstInLiteris, literature
Literature
For the Ones Left Behind
I shed no tears for you who sleep,
nor for the clay that breathes no more;
for why should any faithful weep
for one who suffers nevermore?
These tears are for those left behind,
for us who must remain alone,
deprived of light nor hopeful sign,
long waiting for our journey home.
The years of life creep slowly by
while we await our coming end,
yet not a day marks those who die,
who with the angels Christ attend.
With spirit tongues, you sing of hope,
in song eternal life proclaim,
in vain attempt to help us cope
with never seeing you again.
Your joy cannot to earth descend,
nor douse bereavement's wicked bite,
so pray instead
I am, primarily, a singer. I am continually frustrated by the amount of things I like to do and am relatively good at. The main reason for this frustration is the fact that I can never be really excellent at anything, because that would mean being excellent at just one thing.
I am nineteen, and I see change as growth. But I know I am like a tree, and that I can prune off the branches that I don't like :)
2011 was the year of mistakes. 2012 will be what it is. But considering how I've grown, I just KNOW it will be better.
Favourite Visual Artist
Salvador Dali
Favourite Movies
American Beauty. Dead Poets Society. Into the Wild. Pride and Prejudice. The Lord of the Rings.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Beatles. Led Zepellin. The Rolling Stones. Queen. Chuck Berry. Lady Gaga. No Doubt. Sia. Muse. Dead Letter Circus. Porcupine Tree. Queens of the Stone Age. Karnivool. The Wombats. Skrillex. Nero. Jeff Buckley. Sigur Ros. Pendulum. Silverchair.
Favourite Books
The Lord of the Rings. Middlemarch. Pride and Prejudice. The Picture of Dorian Grey. Jane Eyre. The Inheritors. This Boys Life. Cloudstreet. Nineteen Eighty-Four. Frankenstein. Black Beauty. The Little White Horse. Jane Eyre.
Favourite Writers
SHAKESPEARE. Tim Winton. Jane Austen. Juliet Marillier.
Other Interests
Being: in a band, a social butterfly, and unfinished.
Last night's internal conversation...
9pm.
Me: Hey Brain, you gonna let me get out of bed tomorrow morning?
Brain: Aww, I guess I should. Been pretty rough on you lately.
Me: Sweet! Thanks Brain :)
zzzz....
And this morning.
8am.
Me: Hey Brain, time to get out of b-- !!
Brain: LOLWUT. RUSRS?! STAY RIGHT THERE AND WATCH THIS AWESOME NIGHTMARE I PREPARED WHILE YOUR WERE SLEEPING GYAHAHAHAHAHA
Frustra caused by the following thought:
"I WISH I DIDN'T LIKE SO MANY THINGS. That way life decisions wouldn't be so plentiful. That way life would be easier. That way I'd be a lot less worried about having made the wrong choice all the time!"
A helpful response from a friend:
"But then you'd be boring and have no friends, and that'd make you so sad you'd bury yourself in a ditch and cry yourself to death. Now you tell me, which sounds more appealing?"
I feel so inspired at the moment.
This might possibly have something to do with the fact that I just spent three days away on a Writers Camp, with some pretty good writers, some of whom also happened to be rather influential.
I feel I've improved my skills somewhat, and as I forgot my hard-drive and so had no excuse to "touch up on some of my older material", I ended up writing a lot of stuff that is a bit different to what I usually write, e.g spoken word as averse to rhyme.
Add to that the occurrence of a rendezvous with a poet Adonis and you have a recipe for extreme amounts of ambiguously romantic spoken-word poetry. I didn't even get